at home in Backstab Fortress
annihilation crispies in a bowl of gunpoint milk
batman about to die in the cliffhanger
young no-money in pajamas with feet
reaganomics not trickling down
to my bomb site body of dead meat
my head all forks and knives
the target of ex-allies
a sponge of nails and crustaceans
little Genbaku Dome on a spine
standing in the bunker for forever
finger on my saturday night special
my girl junk in knots for you
my asshole in a sling for you
a sucker for a bottle of cheap revenge
mainlining unalloyed hate of you
take a smoke break while i think
of a denouement for you
hang myself on a noose I crochet for you
praying into my matza and jelly
to help me flower into a killer
not clear on the basic difference
between a pussy and a monk
but in the end the futility of settling our score
mushroomed into an abdominal mass
me drinking to oblivion
in a honolulu cocktail lounge
all the fight drained from my hands
slumped over the memory
of your kind advice to just stay down -
wasting these billion-dollar words on you
depleting their secret energy
when they were always more than weapons
when they had the power all along
as seeds of reconstruction
to rebuild this bashed-in, brokenhearted
sorrow factory of a world
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